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SucessI told my mother,
I told her that i'm bi,
I told her that I was scared,
That she would hate me.

I asked if I could still have girls,
Over to my house,
I asked id she still loved me and then,
I cried.

I did not cry in sadness,
But in happiness.
It was amazing.
I was so happy!

She told me that she would love me,
Forever no mater what.
It was just pure,
Awesome.

She told me that she would,
Never ever hate me.
Then she said something that made,
My stomach drop.

She said, "You can't have friends over,
None at least that are girls."
Then she looked into my eyes and said,
"Haha of course you can."

She asked who knew,
I said
Battle Field.
Oh Mom, Oh Dad.
Do you know how this feels.
To hide all these secrets inside of me.
.
It hurts so bad.
Please save me.
I can't do this anymore.
.
I can't hold it all in.
I need for you to know.
For you to know me.

Know the battle I fight with myself.
The one I fight everyday.
Someday I wish I was not in this war.
.
That you knew the true me.
That I was not hiding deep in myself.
I can pretend like I do everyday.
.
But I am still fighting inside myself.
And after you know.
Will it be another war?
.
Me fighting you.
Over what I know about myself.
You saying its not true.
.
That I am just confused.
Then it will be
Dear love spirit day
Dear John,
Sometimes, I wish the world wasn't as blind as our love.
Sometimes, I wish the world was as knowledgeable as our love.
Sometimes, I wish the world was as understanding as our love.
Sometimes, I wish the world was as nice as our love.
Sometimes, I wish the world wasn't offended by our love.
Sometimes, I wish the world didn't hate our love.
But other times, I remember that we aren't alone, that not everyone hates us, that some accept us, and some love us.
I guess most of the time, I wish the world loved our love, but the fact is, our love, is all we need.
Love jack.

P.s.  Don't be a hater, be a lover!
Also
I'm bi and I'm
I've had my doubts...I've had my doubts…
Because you are so god damn beautiful, where as I am not as much.
I've had my doubts…
Because you are my lovely man, but you could have been, and still can be, anyone else's.
I've had my doubts…
Because you work long hours, but I work very little and at my convenience.
I've had my doubts…
Because you seem to understand me almost too well too easily, where as even when I try my hardest, I have trouble knowing what your thinking.
I've had my doubts…
Because the odds where so astronomical, but I was shit out of luck.
I've had my doubts…
Because I didn't think you wanted to sit next to
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Bisexual

:iconkazutchie-chan:

This is all new to me.

I recently 'came out of the closet'

I admitted to myself that I am bisexual.

After 19 years I finally admitted it.

I didn't want anything to change.

Nothing has changed for me.

But now I am looked at in a different light.

When I mention my orientation I am braded with questions

"Will I do this to a girl?"; "Would I do that to a girl?"

Why does it matter?

My relationship with my fiancé has not changed.

He accepts me

My family accepts me

My friends accept me

One week after I came out, it was October 11

National Coming Out day

I feel that it is a sign

I feel happier now

I feel more inspired

I feel like myself

This is who I am

Nothing has changed
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~Passionis-Angelus Aug 22, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Congrats coming out! It's a very satisfying feeling! :squee:
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~Kazutchie-chan Aug 23, 2011  Student General Artist
Thank you so much ^_^
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~Passionis-Angelus Aug 23, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
You're quite welcome :iconspazhugplz:
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~otakusakura Feb 27, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
<3

Well said.
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~Kazutchie-chan Feb 27, 2011  Student General Artist
Yes Yes <3
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*obLIZZIEous Feb 10, 2011   Photographer
congrats darling!!!!!
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~Kazutchie-chan Feb 12, 2011  Student General Artist
Thank you ^_^
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~DoctorManny Oct 21, 2010  Student General Artist
WOW!!!!
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~Kazutchie-chan Oct 21, 2010  Student General Artist
is that a good or bad 'wow'?
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~DoctorManny Oct 22, 2010  Student General Artist
It's a good wow!! There's nothing wrong with coming out!! Happy spirit day!!!
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